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after much thinking..
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
trash out time? yes! goo!
to u.
ive been constantly telling u that theres nothing to be afraid of.
cos my frends, u should know how they are.
its culture, "dance culture" to hug frends when we meet.
thats how we greet each other.
*sighs*
u dont understand me; for now maybe.
its not as if i will be attracted to every one of them.
thats like.. nonsense. seriously.
i know its hard to tolerate with me. cos i dont like to be held down.
i need space for me. please..
im not that clingy type. but i dont easily get bored either. get it?
so if u trust and have faith on me, things will work out just fine.
i trust u, 99%. not enough? ://
i dont need u to trust me like how i trust u. at least 50%? :(
*sigh again*
i love u, yes i do.. <3
and to u.
maybe im not the best for u.
i cant be there for u? *sigh*
ive been telling u that i'll always be there when u need me.
im just a call a way. but instead, i feel that ive been left aside.
most of the time, i'll wait for u to even text me.
but no, not even a text. :(
its so sad. that we used to be so close, even if yr sooo far, we were still close.
but now.. i dont feel the connection.
u used to tell me im selfish, in a way.
i gave u time alone. but now u have yr frends..
i know they are yr frends, they know u before i knew u..
*sighs*
i dont even know if u have time for me.
i realised that im the one who text u first.
im the one to tell u about my stories and then u'll say about yrs.
u see.. i dont see the connection.
im blogging so emotionally..
i wanna be positive like i always tell people.
but now im like this.. whyyyyyyyyyy.
i wanna be like how we used to last time.
so sadddddddddddddddddddddddd..
i love u too.
im just trashing out what i wanna say.
i dont know my M.I.A-ing was a disaster..
if i say anything wrong im sorryy.. just what im feeling now.
with this kind of weather. okay no link.
sooo currently listening to MJ12.
and i know that percentage i made above like irritating. childish. -.-
but nvm..
cos THIS IS MY LIL WORLD!