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jealousy is the ugliest trait

waterfront with love(s)
Thursday, February 3, 2011
yooooooo!

maybe today was a better day? hahaha.. :)
todayyyyyyyyyy...

the plan was to go breakfast with Ikaa.. in the end, i woke up like 2 hours late.
supposed to meet her at 10. pfftthhh.. sorry Ikaa! :(

and sooo woke up at 12, yes 12.. -.- hahaha!
followed mum go buy cat foodie for beloved honey loving Gegerl. wheeee!
ate lunch at Mac then went back home to get ready and meet love.
i checked on the movies, cos we planned to catch a movie. but we didnt catch cos it slipped.
okay -_______________-
but seriously, we didnt watch a movie. instead i ask Farr which is the best place to go,
sightseeing maybe? hahaha..
cos i checked the available movies.. boringggggggggggg.
so yah, first we intend to go to Botanic Gardens, then changed to the National Museum. 
we cant make up our minds. hahahah!

in the end, we went to Woodlands Waterfront.
together with An and Farr. :)
blah blah blahh.. then went for dinner at KFC. ;))
and annoyingly yet adorable, An tried to flirt with Love. hahaha!

great day spent! it has been quite awhile since i went out with Love. 
still loving him.  :))

ohh yess im soo fat now.
but whatever, im happy ^^,


goodnight world.


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after much thinking..
Tuesday, February 1, 2011

trash out time? yes! goo!

to u.
ive been constantly telling u that theres nothing to be afraid of.
cos my frends, u should know how they are.
its culture, "dance culture" to hug frends when we meet.
thats how we greet each other.
*sighs*
u dont understand me; for now maybe.
its not as if i will be attracted to every one of them.
thats like.. nonsense. seriously.
i know its hard to tolerate with me. cos i dont like to be held down.
i need space for me. please..
im not that clingy type. but i dont easily get bored either. get it?
so if u trust and have faith on me, things will work out just fine.
i trust u, 99%. not enough? ://
i dont need u to trust me like how i trust u. at least 50%? :(
*sigh again*
i love u, yes i do.. <3


and to u.
maybe im not the best for u.
i cant be there for u? *sigh*
ive been telling u that i'll always be there when u need me.
im just a call a way. but instead, i feel that ive been left aside.
most of the time, i'll wait for u to even text me.
but no, not even a text. :(
its so sad. that we used to be so close, even if yr sooo far, we were still close.
but now.. i dont feel the connection.
u used to tell me im selfish, in a way.
i gave u time alone. but now u have yr frends.. 
i know they are yr frends, they know u before i knew u.. 
*sighs*
i dont even know if u have time for me.
i realised that im the one who text u first.
im the one to tell u about my stories and then u'll say about yrs.
u see.. i dont see the connection.
im blogging so emotionally.. 
i wanna be positive like i always tell people.
but now im like this.. whyyyyyyyyyy.
i wanna be like how we used to last time.
so sadddddddddddddddddddddddd..
i love u too.

im just trashing out what i wanna say.
i dont know my M.I.A-ing was a disaster..
if i say anything wrong im sorryy.. just what im feeling now.
with this kind of weather. okay no link.
sooo currently listening to MJ12.
and i know that percentage i made above like irritating. childish. -.-
but nvm..
cos THIS IS MY LIL WORLD!



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